Nearly a wife

I was thinking yesterday how I'm going to miss being engaged. That might sound strange to some people - the whole point of being engaged is that you are getting married, but I've been so busy with college and planning the wedding that I haven't had time to appreciate just BEING engaged. That makes me feel sad.

5 days left now, and I've been flat out cleaning and tidying since Friday. Have 3 exams to prepare for for next week too. You're supposed to take it easy in the days before your wedding so you look at your best - chance would be a fine thing! Would be great if I had another couple of weeks to get everything ready. You can tell my head isn't screwed on right at the moment. I'm one of the most organised people you'll ever meet, and am never late. On Friday I got the time of my facial muddled up, and they phoned me at 10.45 to see where I was a sit was at 10.30 - I was convinced it was 11.30. Checked calender and no, it was 10.30. Got there as fast as I could, and arrived just after 11, so had an 'express facial'! Then at midnight I suddenly had a horrible thought that I'd forgotten to take my pill, raced downstairs and took it, thinking that it would mess up our honeymoon, then got up the next morning to find that I HAD taken it when I should. And then a 2nd at midnight. Then another at 6am! Hardly surprising I'm in a state when I have so much progesterone and oestrogen in my system! Then got John up to be at work for 7am as usual, forgetting it was bank holiday so he started an hour later. There are other examples, but my head is such a sieve that I can't remember at the moment!

Might not have time to blog again until the weekend after the wedding because of the wedding (obviously!) and exams. Hopefully by then I'll have photos to share.

(Positive thoughts for nice weather on Saturday would be very much appreciated!)